I couldn't sleep at all tonight and I just had this incredible urge to get on here and talk to you. I have been thinking about you a lot lately and how much I miss the good ole days. So much has changed since you left us for heaven. I was just thinking today about how much fun we had in school. Sextette, cheerleading, volleyball(especially), and yearbook. I'll never forget the volleyball camp we went to at the Citatdel and how much pain we were in the next day walking down your steps. A couple of weeks a go I watched its cold up in them thar hills and laughed hysterically at how country we all sounded. I miss you SNOTTY!!..lol.. I think about you all the time and how much I miss your smile and how CRAZY we acted when we were together. I guess I'm going to try and get some sleep. I will carry your memory with me always! I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!! I can't wait till I see you again!!
I COME 2 UR GRAVE SITE 2 TALK 2 U. PEOPLE TELL ME U CAN'T HEAR ME BECAUSE UR GONE. I JUST TELL THEM U MIGHT BE GONE IN THEIR EYES, BUT NOT IN MINE. BECAUSE UR STILL IN MY HEART AND U ALWAYS WILL BE. I CRY WHEN I THINK OF U. BUT PEOPLE ASK Y? I JUST TELL THEM HOW I FELT ABOUT U AND THAT I STILL LOVE YOU AND THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH. BUT PEOPLE JUST TELL ME THERE IS NO POINT IN STILL LOVING U BECAUSE UR GONE AND U WILL NEVER BE COMING BACK. AND I AGREE THAT UR NOT COMING BACK .U R GONE, BUT U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND 1 DAY WE WILL MEET AGIAN. I PROMISE. I PRAY 2 GOD EVERYNIGHT ASKING HIM 2 KEEP U SAFE AND I TALK 2 H IM ABOUT MEETING U AGAIN. I WANTED 2 DIE JUST SO I COULD SEE UR FACE AGAIN IN HEAVEN ,BUT THEN I KNEW U WOULDN'T WANT ME 2 DO THAT. I TRY 2 BE HAPPY, BUT I CAN'T WHEN I KNOW THAT I WON'T HEAR UR VOICE FOR ALONG TIME. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I COULD LIVE WITHOUT U, BUT I REALLY FEEL I CAN'T. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD HAVE 2 LEAVE. MY MOM SAID U NEVER LEFT ME, GOD JUST NEEDED AND ANGEL. I ASKED GOD CAN I BE HIS NEXT ANGEL SO I CAN BE WITH U, BUT HE NEVER REPIED. I EVEN ASKED GOD Y. WHY DID HE HAVE 2 TAKE U AND MAKE ME HURT SO MUCH. I DON'T THINK ANHONE REALLY KNOWS HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO BE MISSING U. I HATE U NOT BEING AROUND .I WISH I COULD EVEN SEE U ONE LAST TIME SO I COULD SAY GOODBYE OR BE THERE TO SAVE U. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME ANYMORE, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U. I NEVER KNEW THIS WOULD OF HAPPENED, NO ONE DID. I WISH THAT... THAT I COULD LOOK BACK ON THE GOOD TIMES WITH U AT DANCE, BUT THAT IS 2 HARD. EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED AND EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY... CRY SO MUCH BUT MY MOM TELLS ME NOT TO CRY. SHE TOLD ME U WERE LOOKING OVER ME AND U WOULDN'T WANT ME 2 CRY. I TELL HER IM SORRY BUT THATS ALL I CAN DO... CRY. SHE TOLD ME I COULD LOOK BACK AT THE GOOD MEMORIES BUT I SAID I CAN'T DO THAT WITHOUT U BECAUSE I NEED U TO BE WITH ME WHILE WE LOOK BACK AND THEN SHE SAYS WHY. SO I REPLIED I NEED TO SEE UR SMILE AND FEEL UR TOUCH WHILE WE SMILE 2GETHER AND LOOK AT THE GOOD MEMORIES THEN MY MOM SAID WHY DON'T U TELL ME THE GOOD MEMORIES BUT THEN I TELL HER I WISH I COULD TELL U. SHE TOLD ME I CAN BECAUSE U WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH ME. THEN SHE SAID U WOULD NEVER GIVE UP ON ME CUZ U LOVE ME TO MUCH AND I LOVE U AND MISS YOU.
Sunny - I am so glad to hear from you and have thought about you so often...I know your heart is hurting and I undrestand. I have tried to call you but the number I don't think is correct. Please call Jaime's cell 843-870-4760. I am looking forward to talking to you. I am here for you Love you alot.
How are you doing? I miss you, I really do. Everytime I play volleyball I think of you, Mrs. Pam, Jaime, and Tiff. Well anyways, I didn't know any other way to get ahold of you besides on here. But I would really like to talk to you about some things. I'd rather not go into details on here but if you get this, could you call me. My cell is 386-336-6820. Thanks.
hey jaime. i miss you. i dont know if you remember sarah winkle who danced and sang for Mrs. Lois. Well she died april 8th last tuesday. She was only 15. I know she has come up to heaven with you and yall are glad to see each other again. Plz look out for her family and give them comfort and give your family comfort still too. we love you. I know sarah's family is really upset so plz watch over them and keep them safe through this hard time. we know what it is like to go through this because we lost you Jaime and that is a hard thing to do. We loved you so much and we still do. i love you and keep watch over your family and friends. Plz keep me safe during surgery on the 23rd. I have to have knee surgery. well i love you .
MISSING YOU / HAZEL LEE
HEY,J'ME !!!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN ON MY MIND SO MUCH & ANNALEE'S TOO. I FEEL SO SORRY FOR HER SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN HER LIL LIFE TIME. I KNOW WE ARE MORE THAN CONQUERS THRU JESUS CHRIST & THAT'S WHAT KEEPS US GOING. ALOT HAS CHANGED BUT I THANK GOD FOR IT HE KNEW THE PLAN FOR OUR LIVES & OUR EYES ARE NOW OPEN. SOMETIMES WE DON'T UNDERSTAND & THEN HE SHOWS YOU & WE ARE JUST PRAISING HIS HOLY NAME AND EXCITED FOR THE PLAN HE HAS FOR OUR LIVES. (WE HAVE ALOT OF WORK TO DO BEFORE HIS RETURN)! LIL RON GOT HIS BRACES PUT ON YESTERDAY HE IS IN SOME PAIN BUT I TOLD HIM IT WOULDN'T LAST TO LONG. WE MISS U & LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! WEE-WEE Close
HEY, 3/23/08 / MOM PAM
JUST A QUICK NOTE TO SAY HEY AND I WUV U VERY VERY MUCH. THOUGHT OF YOU ALL DAY TODAY. HOW GREAT WAS THE CELEBRATION WITH JESUS. HOW AWESOME IT'S GOING TO BE WALKING AND TALKING WITH HIM. I HOPE I REMEMBER EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY , YOU KNOW I'M ALREADY GETTING OLD SO MY MIND DOESN'T CLICK QUITE AS WELL AS IT USE TO. LIKE RIGHT NOW I CANNOT FJIND MY CAMERA AND HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT IS. I HAVE SEARCHED THE HOUSE ALL OVER AND JUST DON'T KNOW. I JUST HAD IT YESTERDAY IN THE LIVING ROOM. OH WELL I GUESS IT WILL SHOW UP SOMETIME. HEY DON'T TELL ANYONE ELSE I'M SENILE, IT'LL BE OUR SECRET, DON'T WANT TO RUIN MY REPUTATION YOU KNOW. WELL I'M GOING TO GET COMFORTABLE, WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU'RE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL THE TIME, BUT I LOVE I HAVE THE FUNNY TIMES TO THINK BACK ON. IT HELPS TO BE ABLE TO SMILE THRU THE TEARS. TALK AT YOU LATER, LUV 4-EVA SGT. PAM GRAHAM HAHA JUST THOUGHT I WOULD PUT A LITTLE MEMORY OF ME IN YOUR HEAD AS YOU'RE READING THIS Close
HEY SWEETIE, I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF U AND TIFF ALOT LATELY AND THE VERY SPECIAL CLOSENESS YAL SHARED. YAL REALLY HAD A RARE SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP. I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW RARE IT WAS, BUT I KNOW NOW HOW GREAT IT MUST HAVE FELT TO HAVE SOMEONE TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U ANYTIME. SOMEONE U COULD TRUST WITH ANYTHING AND TALK ABOUT ANYTHING. ALOT OF THINGS HAVE CHANGED HERE AND NONE FOR GOOD. ITS A REAL SAD TIME IN MY LIFE AND OTHERS. RELATIONSHIPS THAT WAS ONE TIME GREAT ARE NOW NOT SO GREAT AND ALOT OF THINGS HAS BEEN HAPPENING THAT I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND AND I'M REALLY TRYING TO KEEP MY EYES ON THE LORD BUT IT IS SO HARD. I MISS THE WAY THINGS WERE AND IF I COULD JUST GET BACK WHAT WE HAVE LOST. I MISS U AND TIFF SO MUCH AND MY HEART IS TRULY JUST BEEN BREAKING DOWN LITTLE BY LITTLE AND I AM SO SAD.MY MOM IS SICK ALL THE TIME, I DON'T HAVE ANY TIME FOR FRIENDS, MY FRIENDS DON'T HAVE TIME, THIS WORLD IS JUST A MESS. IT JUST SEEMS LIKE MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY PEOPLE ARE GETTING AWAY FROM EACH OTHER, FAMILIES ARE FALLING APART, FRIENDS NOT CARING ABOUT EACH OTHER, NO TIME TO CARE ANYMORE. I HOPE THE DEVIL DOESN'T WIN THIS FIGHT CAUSE ALOT OF MISERY HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO PEOPLE AND I KNOW THAT WE ARE NEVER ALONE BECAUSE GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US BUT I FEEL ALONE, THERE IS NO HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD THAT I CAN SEE. EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS, CHURCHES HAVE PROBLEMS, IHOPE IT ALL COMES TO AN END SOON AND THINGS GET BACK TO SOME KIND OF NORMAL.
TIFF AND I ARE FLYING TO FLORIDA SOON TO MEET RB'S GIRLFRIEND, I HOPE I LIKE HER, SHE SEEMS TO BE NICE OVER THE PHONE. I SAW A PICTURE OF HER SHE'S REALLY CUTE. HER NAME IS LISA AND HE SEEMS TO BE IN LOVE, SO WE WILL SEE. I WILL LET U KNOW WHAT I THINK WHEN I GET BACK.
JIM IS DOING GOOD, KEITH AND KIMMI ARE GETTING READY TO HAVE MASON, THAT WILL BE A JOY IN ALL THIS UNHAPPINESS, I HOPE KEITH WILL BE A GOOD DADDY.
TJ AND LOGAN ARE GROWING UP AND TJ IS BREAKING ALL THE GIRLS HEARTS, HE STILL HAS THAT HANDSOME FACE AND THOSE PRETTY BLUE EYES. LOGAN IS A CUTIE PIE TOO, HE IS TIFF'S FAVORITE, HE FINALLY BEHAVES AND HAS QUIT PITCHING FITS. KIM HAS BEEN SICK ALOT AND I AM WORRIED ABOUT HER, I DON'T GET TO SEE HER MUCH, I DON'T THINK HER BOYFRIEND LIKES FOR HER TO BE AROUND HER FAMILY I HOPE SHE GETS THAT STRAIGHT SOON I MISS HER.
THE GIRLS WON THE STATE VOLLEYBALL THIS YEAR AND THE BOYS WON STATE FOOTBALL. I WENT TO THE STATE BASKETBALL TODAY. I WAS SO HOPING THE GIRLS WOULD WIN BUT THEY LOST TO PEEDEE. BUT THEY ARE STATE RUNNER UPS AND THAT IS GOOD. I LOVE HANNAH, CARLIE, VICTORIA , STEPHANIE, CARA. I WAS REALLY PULLING FOR THEM. ONE MORE YEAR OR TWO AND ALL MY GIRLS WILL BE GRADUATED.
WELL I GUESS THATS THE NEWS FOR NOW, SORRY IT WASN'T MORE EXCITING OR HAPPIER MAYBE NEXT TIME. I LUV U AND MISS U MORE THAN I CAN EXPRESS AND IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY.
Thank You / Diane Peagler (2nd cousin ) Thank you for keeping watch over me when I was getting me test down. So far everything has turned out good and I hope it stays that way. I love you and please keep watch over me and everyone else. I love you and miss you. DianeClose
I miss you so much. / Diane Peagler (2nd cousin )
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I love you and miss you so much and i cant wait to see you again. you are so amazing. U will always be in my heart. Please tell God to help me and make me better. I have been having really bad headaches and I have to get a EKG and get my blood drawn on Wesnday (1-16-08) and then they have to get me an appointment to get an ultra sound to see if there is something wrong in my stomach and things like that. I also have high blood pressure so Jaime' please look out for me and take care of me. i love you. Diane Close
I miss you so much. / Diane Peagler (2nd cousin )
<a title="Click here to get free comments, glitter graphics, and more cool MySpace stuff!" href="http://www.chromaluna.com"><img border="0" src="http://www.chromaluna.com/hotlinks/I_miss_you_reflecting_rose.gif"></a> I love you and miss you so much and i cant wait to see you again. you are so amazing. U will always be in my heart. Please tell God to help me and make me better. I have been having really bad headaches and I have to get a EKG and get my blood drawn on Wesnday (1-16-08) and then they have to get me an appointment to get an ultra sound to see if there is something wrong in my stomach and things like that. I also have high blood pressure so Jaime' please look out for me and take care of me. i love you. Diane Close
I love you / Diane Peagler (cousn) Jaime', I love you and I miss you so much. I got my class ring yesterday and it reminds me so much of you. The stone in it is pink. Everytime I look at it I think of you. You are so amazing and I wish you were still here with us. We miss you so much. I cant wait to see you again one day and I know I will. Please watch over the sjca varsity girls and boys basketball team as we travel to play in the Pee Dee tournment. Since I didnt have a number here for volleyball I put your number on my ring. Also for basketball my number is 5. I want that number because it was yours. I love you and I know you are only a foot step behind me. Diane Close
THINKIN OF U / MOM PAM
HEY THERE, ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE FELT LIKE WRITING, BUT I THINK OF U ALWAYS. I SAW A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT THIS MORNING ON MY WAY TO WORK. IT HAPPENED RIGHT AT THE END OF MY ROAD, IT BROUGHT BACK SO MANY FLASHBACKS, I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT SUCH THINGS WOULD STILL EFFECT ME THAT WAY ANYWAY IT WAS A MISERABLE RIDE TO WORK. I THINK SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP GOING EVERYDAY, LIVING LIFE HERE ON EARTH THE BEST WAY U CAN AND DON'T KNOW ALL THE EMOTIONS READY TO ERRUPT FROM DEEP INSIDE, I WASN'T SURPRISED BUT OVERWHELMED BY MY FEELINGS STILL 38 MONTHS LATER. UNFORTUNATELY A MAN LOST HIS LIFE AND I DIDN'T KNOW IT AT THE TIME BUT I KNEW HIM. EVEN WITH MY EARLY ALZHEIMES CREEPING UP ON ME I RELIVE THAT NIGHT ON OCTOBER 9TH AND JUST IF IT WAS AN HOUR AGO. THAT EVENING HAD SUCH A TRAUMATIC EFFECT ON OUR LIVES. WELL ON TO BETTER THINGS.
I HAVE BEEN REMODELING THE UPSTAIRS AND HAZEL LEE HAS BEEN DOING THE PAINTING FOR ME. IT LOOKS GREAT, OF COURSE YOU KNOW TIPPY HAD TO PUT HER 2 CENTS IN. SHE KNOWS SO MUCH!! SOME THINGS DON'T CHANGE. I MADE YOUR MOM COME ALL THE WAY TO MONCKS CORNER ONE NIGHT TO CARRY MATTRESSES TO MY HOUSE OF COURSE THAT WOULD'VE BEEN OK EXCEPT THAT WAS HER 3RD TRIP THAT DAY BUT I GOT MY WAY WHICH IS THE USUAL IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE GAME!!HAHA. WE'RE GETTING READY TO DISTRIBUTE TOYS TO THE NEEDY CHILDREN AGAIN THIS YEAR IN YOUR MEMORY. ITS SUCH A GOOD CAUSE.
I PICKED A LITTLE GIRL WHO LIVES IN THE DOMINION REPUBLIC TO SPONSOR FOR LIFE, HER NAME IS JAHEIDYS AND SHE IS 5 YEARS OLD. SHE IS SO CUTE, I HOPE SHE GETS TO KNOW ME AND ONE DAY WE CAN MEET.
SINCE I HAVE BEEN SAVED ALOT OF CHANGES ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE MOSTLY GOOD. I'M JUST SO PROUD OF MYSELF, I KNOW WHEN I SHOULDN'T DO THINGS, I DON'T SAY WHAT I THINK ANYMORE, I JUST PRAY, ITS A PEACEFUL FEELING. NOW I AM STILL HAVING PROBLEMS WITH BAD THOUGHTS OF PEOPLE POPPING IN MY HEAD BUT THE GOOD THING IS THEY ARE NOT COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH. SUCH AN IMPROVEMENT DON'T YOU THINK? THE LORD IS GOOD AND VERY PATIENT WITH ME.
LETS SEE RB IS IN FLORIDA STILL, AND THERE IS STILL TALK OF IRAQ BUT HE HASN'T HAD TO GO YET. HE STILL IS WEIGHT LIFTING ALTHOUGH I TOLD HIM ITS ENOUGH. YOU CAN BE TOO BIG. HIS HEAD MATCHES HIS ARMS HUGE! HE THINKS HE'S A GIFT TO WOMEN NOW SO CONCEITED, BUT IN AFUN AND FUNNY WAY, YOU KNOW IT GIVES ME SOMETHING TO PICK ON HIM ABOUT.
KEITH AND KIMMI ARE HAVING A BABY BOY(SEEMS I'M NEVER GOING TO GET A GRANDAUGHTER) THEY ARE NAMING HIM MASON WHICH I LIKE ALOT EVEN THO THEY DIDN'T ASK MY OPINION(IMAGINE TREATING ME LIKE THAT). I LOVE KIMMI SHE IS VERY SWEET, LOOKS LIKE MEG RYAN, HAS A WONDERFUL LITTLE BOY NAMED CORBANN(YES ANOTHER BOY) WITH A GREAT PERSONA;ITY. WILL SEND U PICTURES WHEN I FIGURE OUT HOW.
KIM HAS A BOYFRIEND, AND DOING WELL TJ IS 12 NOW AND GORGEOUS, HE GOES TO DA AND ALL THE LITTLE GIRLS ARE AFTER HIM, ITS THAT BLONDE HAIR BLUE EYES THING AND OH YEAH THE DIMPLES. LOGAN IS 6 AND REALLY STARTING TO BE QUITE A LITTLE GENTLEMAN. TIFF SAYS HE IS HER FAVORITE.HE GOES TO DA TOO. THEY SEEM TO LOVE IT AND ARE DOING GOOD THERE.
NOW LETS SEE JIM IS BETTER IM SURE GOD TOLD YOU HOW HE SPARED HIS LIFE HERE ON EARTH IN MAY AND GUESS WHAT IT WORKED BECAUSE HE GOT SAVED AND NOW WE GO TO CHURCH TOGETHER. HE STILL KINDA GETS ON YOUR NERVES BUT THATS OK I THINK HUSBANDS WERE MADE TO DO JUST THAT. I GUESS GOD SHOULD HAVE TRIED TO MAKE THEM A LITTLE SMARTER, THEY HAVE NO CLUE, THEY ACTUALLY THINK THEY ARE SMARTER THAN US WOMEN. THE JOKE SURE IS ON THEM. THEY HAVE A LONG WAY TO GET UP ONE ON US AMEN! HE HAS A FRIEND NOW AFTER ALL THESE YEARS HIS NAME IS JAVA AND HE WEIGHS 5 POUNDS AND IS BLACK AND HE ACTUALLY LOVES JIM. I GAVE HIM TO JIM FOR CHRISTMAS SO HE WOULD HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO WHEN I'M NOT AT HOME. WELL NOW HE ONLY TALKS TO HIM SO WHAT DO I DO. HE LOVES JAVA MORE THAN HE DOES HIS OWN WIFE. I TOLD YOU THEY AIN'T TOO BRIGHT. BUT THEN AGAIN DOGS ARE ON THEIR LEVEL. YOU KNOW I'M JUST KIDDING AND ALL DON'T U?
MY LIFE IS NOT TOO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT, I WORK TAKE CARE OF MY MOM AND JIM, FUSS WITH TIFF ALL THE TIME(YOU KNOW SHE LOVES THAT, ALWAYS HAVING TO HAVE THAT LAST WORD), WHO IN THE WORLD DID SHE GET THAT FROM I WONDER? BEATS ME.FINANCE RB, CLEAN HOUSE, WATCH TJ AND LOGAN, ANYTHING EXCITITNG NAH BUT I'M SURVIVING IT ALL!!
NOW TIFF IS JUST TIFF, SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH, SHE WON'T LET HERSELF GET REAL CLOSE TO ANYONE, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO HURT LIKE SHE HAS AFTER LOSING YOU AGAIN. I MADE SURE I PUT YALS PICTURES BACK IN YALS ROOM AFTER WE PAINTED IT. I HAVEN'T GOT ALL OF THEM DONE BUT I'M GOING TO BUY MORE FRAMES AND IT WILL BE DONE. SHE WANTED TO MAKE SURE IT WAS STILL YALS ROOM, SHE FINALLY FORGAVE ME FOR NOT PAINTING IT NAVY BLUE. SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANYONE SPECIAL BOY WISE SO THATS OK WITH ME, IT WAS REALLY HARD ON ME WHEN SHE LEFT, I LOST YOU THEN RB , AND THEN TIFF ALL IN A SHORT TIME. I THOUGHT THIS HOUSE WOULD MAKE ME NUTS SO I JUST DIDIN'T STAY HOME AS MUCH, HENCE GETTING THE DOG FOR JIM, TO TAKE MY PLACE. I STILL WAIT FOR YAL TO COME FLYING THRU THE BACK DOOR AND ALTHOUGH THAT CAN'T HAPPEN NOW I CHERISH ALL THE LAUGHS, ANGER, TURMOIL AND DRAMA THAT YAL GAVE TO ME IN MY LIFE AND TIFF AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MOMENTS THAT WE CAN REMEMBER YALS FRIENDSHIP AND THE WONDERFUL PART OF OUR FAMILY YOU GAVE ME. I KNOW THAT I HAD 5 CHILDREN AND YOU DID YOUR PART TO MAKE ME FEEL LOVED, OF COURSE THERE WERE TIMES YOU AND TIFF TRIED YOUR MOM'S AND MY PATIENCE BUT I WILL TREASURE EVERYTHING THAT WAS A PART OF YAL. WELL I'M NOT GOING TO GET MUSHY ON U. I WILL SAY I LOVE YOU, GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS AND ALWAYS ALWAYS REMEMBER STAND BY YOUR MAN!!! LUV 4-EVA, AND EVA. TALK TO YOU SOON, I ENJOYED TONIGHT, JUST LIKE OLD TIMES. Close
I love you and miss you / Diane Peagler (cousin) Jaime', I love you and miss you so much. I think about you everyday. There is not a day that I don't think about you or a day that I don't talk about you. You were such an amazing cousin and you always will be. I hope you are keeping watch over all of us. We need you in our hearts to help us get through each day. I saw little Ron the other day and I was thinking so much about you. Sometimes when I try to talk about you I cry cause I just miss you so much. I wish there was something I could do that would bring you back here to be with us. I am so glad that God placed you in my life. You really changed my life and I looked up to you and I still do. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and I love you and I know you are in my heart and only half a foot step behind. I love you. ~ I'll never find another friend to take the place of you. No one will ever touch my life exactly like you do. No one's who quite so thoughtful, no one I cherish so. No one will mean so much to me, I just want you to know. ~ ~
Jaime', I just stopped by to let you know how missed you are,but you already know that. I was talking to HazelLee this past week and was really angry about some people having wrecks that had been drinking while driving and not getting hurt ,doing it over and over again,and you ,who was just leaving work to go with friends and definetely NOT drinking could be taken away so suddenly. I wanted to try to understand the fairness of that and she looked at me and said,"Aunt Marsha, God knew he had Jaime',those others still have time to change their life." I thought, wow,I never thought of it like that before.The way they are living,they would surely have gone to hell. It still hurts,but we know you are with Him. I wanted to let you know that not a day goes by that you aren't thought of and missed. We love you.
Missing you / Paw Paw Weiss (grandfather)
GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!!! IF GOD ANWSERS MY PRAY EVERY MORNING AND YOU GET TIRED OF ALL THOSE BLESSING AND DOUBLE DIPS,YOU WILL HAVE TO TAKE THAT UP WITH HIM. THERE IS NO DANGER OF ANY ONE IN THIS FAMILY EVER NOT THINKING OF YOU DAILY AND REMEBERING THE GOD SENT BLESSING YOU WERE AND STILL ARE.MANY PEOPLE HAVE COME TO CHRIST BECAUSE OF THE VALUES AND GOALS YOU SET IN YOUR SHORT LIFETIME.IAM SO VERY PROUD TO BE YOURE PAW PAW.I TOOK A RIDE OVER THE HILLS AND ROUGH ROAD ON THE HUNTING CLUB YESTERDAY REMEMBERING HOW YOU USE TO LAUGH AT BEING BOUNCED AROUND AND TELLING ME TO GO FASTER.I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH VERY NOW AND AGAIN I SEE YOU AT CHRUCH SMILEING STANDING BEHIND JESUS,JUST LIKE IN THE PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR CLASS. LOVE YA TALK TO YOU IN THE MORNING Close
Just wanting to talk / Mom
Hey Jaime' its 3:30 in the morning, couldn't sleep so Mom will bug you!! I miss you. Seen Tiff yesterday she was going to Camp Meeting...Just a few memories out there Huh? Ya'll used to enjoy that together. Except when ya'll were in middle school Pam and I made plans for ya'll out there. Sorry but see Moms were right after all. See you should always listen to us.
We had a great time at our Fall Festival at church yesterday. Thanks for the sign. (I was walking the cake walk and landed on #5 I hollowered this is my lucky number and sure enough they drew #5 I was so excited!!) I will take anything I can get from you and Jesus to help me think you are still just over my shoulder. Dad did the same thing one day at work he said he was having a bad say and when he got on some peice of equipment there was a penny there that he said was not there before...Anyway he looked at it and said Judy if this is really from you, then let it be a 2004 penny. When he picked it up and looked it was!! I know Jesus will comfort us in many ways and I'll take anyway I can get it. Anyway back to the Festival we had a softball game, we laughed so much Aunt Wanda pitched, Tracy played outfield (by the way instead of her catching the ball with her glove she stopped the ball with her foot! We told her we were not playing soccer), Lil Ron made a nice homerun ofcourse Mom was taking pictures and videotaping and stopped just before his homerun. Dad did good too but his favorite part was getting his big brother out at first! Mom had a blast with the paint ball machine the church didn't know I had it in me. They told me to take my crown off for a moment. Dad was very impressed...
We are getting ready for your next big Scrapbooking Retreat also. Already have about 30 registered. I am excited about it.
And we kicked off the Angel Tree this month. Ms Pam bought a couple more ornaments for the tree. The Tree looks so pretty. Has some toys under it already. We are having a meeting first of November to get our scradegy together. We want to do toys, Bibles and food boxes. Last two years have been such a Blessing and I pray this year is even a bigger success. Mom put together the slide show again from last year and it was amazing looking at those faces who eyes just lit up when we showed up and the people from Church looking at their eyes and seeing what a blessing they received was wonderful. I know you are so proud of all we do in your Memory. I promise Mom will never let you be gone. You may not be here in body but Mom will be sure to it that you are here our hearts and minds. And I know Jesus enjoys watching His children love one another. Giving from the heart. Its awesome.
Your site is beautiful Ms. Pam put another bench and flower arrangement there for your birthday.
I guess you know your brother will be 15 in a few days. I sure wish you were here to help with him. He is a good kid but you know me I get on his nerves so bad. Dad says we're drama queens.
AnnaLee is a mess. She misses you so much. She is another one that will keep you alive and I beleive when I get too old she will step right up. She loved her J-Me. She talks about all the time with Dad and I. Matter a fact last night she stayed with me at church till 8:30 so when we came home she got your scrapbook out crawled up on the couch with your Dad and they looked at your book and talked about you. She has helped me so much. I love that kid. She has to sit with Mom in church every Sunday. I'll say how much do you love Rah-Rah she says up to the sky you remember us saying that even when you were still here.
Matt and his family are back in SC. Can you beleive it Matt married and has a baby girl. I think he will be a great Dad. Aunt Marsha finally got a grandaughter.
Richard made you a page on Facebook on Oct 9 this year. He did a great job. He is so sweet. Zach sent me flowers that day pink roses...Richard said he talks about you all the time at College. It is still after 3 years hard to beleive you are really gone. I'm almost like AnnaLee you are just on a trip. I guess you could say that just a big trip.
Well guess I've rambled enough its nice to talk to someone this early in the morning without getting fussed at. I love you bunches and miss you greatly. Love, Mom Close
Tributes and Condolences
and I miss you so much. I got my class ring yesterday and it reminds me so much of you. The stone in it is pink. Everytime I look at it I think of you. You are so amazing and I wish you were still here with us. We miss you so much. I cant wait to see you again one day and I know I will. Please watch over the sjca varsity girls and boys basketball team as we travel to play in the Pee Dee tournment. Since I didnt have a number here for volleyball I put your number on my ring. Also for basketball my number is 5. I want that number because it was yours. I love you and I know you are only a foot step behind me. 
