MAY 28 2007 MEMORIAL DAY / MOM PAM
GOOD MORNING! ARE YAL GETTING THE GRILLS READY FOR TODAY? WELL WHEN I THINK OF MEMORIAL DAY I THINK OF U. OF COURSE I THINK OF U EVERYDAY BUT TODAY I WANTED TO WRITE TO U. AS U KNOW YOUR MAN JIM IS IN THE HOSPITAL, HE ALMOST LEFT US DOWN HERE, I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE BEEN THRILLED TO SEE U, BUT GOD HAS A DIFFERENT PLAN FOR HIM RIGHT NOW AND I HOPE HE WILL PURSUE THIS MIRACLE FROM GOD AND FIND HIS PURPOSE HERE ON EARTH. HE'S A LITTLE DOWN RIGHT NOW AND I THINK THINGS ARE GOING TO GET A LITTLE ROUGH BUT U KNOW I CAN HANDLE IT. I CAN FIGHT WITH THE BEST OF THEM AND QUITE ENJOY IT AT TIMES. YOU WITNESSED A FEW OF MY FITS, DIDN'T U?
I WANDER IF U WERE WATCHING LAST SATURDAY NIGHT AND GETTING EXCITED TO GET A HUG AND KISS FROM JIM. DO U MISS US? I THINK THAT U DO BUT THAT THINGS ARE SO AWESOME IN HEAVEN AND EVERYONE IS SO HAPPY BEING IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD THAT THEY JUST FIND HAPPINESS IN THE FACT THAT IF WE WALK WITH THE LORD HERE ON EARTH THAT WE WILL HAVE OUR DAY TOGETHER AGAIN..
TODAY BEGINS OUR 10TH DAY AT THE HOSPITAL. IT GETS REALLY HARD SITTING HERE DAY AFTER DAY BUT I LOVE HIM AND THATS WHAT I HAVE TO DO RIGHT NOW. WHEN I HAVE TO START GETTING TOUGH WHICH BY THE WAY WILL BEGIN TODAY HE'LL BE GLAD TO SEND ME HOME FOR AWHILE. I CAN'T ALLOW HIM TO START FEELING SORRY FOR HIMSELF, GOD HAS GIVEN HIM A SECOND CHANCE SOMETHING WE ALL HAVE ASKED OURSELVES WHY HE COULDN'T HAVE GIVEN U ONE, SO HE'S GOING TO FIGHT TO GET BACK TO NORMAL IF I HAVE TO KILL HIM TO DO SO. LITTLE RAUNCHY HUMOR THERE GIRL.
I MISS CAMPING!! YOUR MOM AND DAD ARE CAMPING TODAY AND IF I CAN GET SOMEONE TO COME AND SIT FOR ALITTLE WHILE AI MIGHT GO SIT WITH HER.
OF COURSE SHERRILL IS IN THE BAHAMAS WITH FRANK WHICH BY THE WAY WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ME. OUR CRUISE PLANNED FOR A YEAR GOT INTERRUPTED BY MR. GRAHAM. HEY THAT WILL BE A GOOD SLING AT HIM WHEN HE FUSSES AT ME FOR MAKING HIM DO HIS BREATHING TREATMENT, WHICH BY THE WAY EVERYONE THAT READS THIS BETTER TAKE YOUR ADVICE WHICH WAS DON'T SMOKE!! WE ARE HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THE LUNGS!!
WELL HAVE A GREAT DAY AND DON'T EAT TOO MANY BURGERS. I LUV U LOTS AND IT WAS GOOD TALKING TO U TODAY. TILL WE MEET AGAIN STAY COOL AND KEEP THE LUV SIGNS COMING.
WISH YOU WERE HERE / Hazel Lee
HEY,J'ME RON AND I HAD PRACTICE YESTERDAY AND IT'S REALLY HARD FOR ME BUT LIL RON SEEMS TO BE GETTING IT. LIL RON IS GETTING OLDER AND INSIDE IT'S KILLING ME I'M SO GLAD THAT WE HAVE THIS TIME TO MAKE MEMORIES. I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR ALL OF OUR MEMORIES I DON'T THINK I COULD SURVIVE WITHOUT THEM. YOUR GONNA BE SUPRISED WHEN WE GET TO HEAVEN AND YOU HEAR AND SEE WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE IN OUR LIVES. IT'S UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!! OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD INSPITE OF ALL THE HEARTACHE. CHURCH IS GREAT! I DON'T CARE WHAT KINDA DAY I'VE HAD I GET TO CHURCH AND I CAN'T STOP SMILING AND I FORGET ABOUT THE WORLD AND JUST FOCUS ON THE LORD AND HE AUTOMATICALLY PUTS JOY INSIDE OF ME. J'ME I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BUT I DO KNOW ONE DAY I'LL GET TO SIT AT JESUS FEET AND WE WILL BE TOGEATHER FOREVER. I THANK JESUS FOR 16 WONDERFUL YEARS AND I BLESS HIS SOUL FOR SAVING ME. I LOVE YOU-WEE-WEE Close
Missing you / Aunt Marsha
Hey,Jaime',It's been a while since I wrote you but I think of you EVERYDAY. Yesterday, I went with Ganny and PawPaw to HHA to take Morgan to the Prom. It brought back so many memories of your prom. Going shopping for your dress and you giving us a fashion show!! A customer in the campground was asking me about you the other night .He saw the memorial and was curious. I tried to tell him how awesome you were and how missed you are but unless they knew you there is no way for them to fully understand what an amazing young lady you were.Of course I cried and he said he was sorry for making me cry, but I love telling people about you. Some days I can handle it better than other days!I just hate it that you aren't here, enjoying your family and friends.You are in my heart and I thank God to have been able to know you and share a part of your life. You are missed each and every day. Aunt M Close
Mom is tired got no sleep last night and I cannot handle grief when tired. Once again it just hit me that you are really gone. I just watched the slide show Kipp put together for graduation and I cannot beleiv you are not really here with us. It will be 30 months or 2 in a half years on the 9th of April. Time goes by so fast. Sometimes it feels like yesterday and sometimes it feels like forever. I spoke again Tuesday about you. I had a hard time remembering every detail of that horrible day, I think I have been trying to block it out u know if I don't think about it it didn't happen. But once I started it ALL came back...I was in town the other day and was asked your birthday and I busted out crying because I went blank. I can spit out October 9 but not Sept 29. I hate the fact but it is the truth. Well just know I love you as much today as the day you were born. And I'm very thankful for every minute of your 16 years. Thank God for giving me you even though only for a short time. Better to have known the love you gave than to never have been loved at all. Praise God!!...I know he is in control and knows what is best for our lives. His ways may not be my choice but I know Jesus will carry me thru. He has His hands full with me I bet He shakes his head at me alot. I pray that my heart will stay true to Him and follow Him daily...Thanks for such a beautiful daughter..As hard as life is I have to be thankful. Love, Mom I read this and thought how true: "I asked God to take away the tears, He said, No. It draws you away from the world and draws you closer to me." Sometimes it takes a storm for us to have a personal relationship with Him...
TIFF'S BEDROOM / MOM PAM
HEY SWEETIE, WELL RUTHIE CALLED ME TO COME UPSTAIRS BECAUSE YOU WAS IN TIFF'S ROOM WITH HER. AND SURE ENOUGH I GOT ALL THE TINGLING FEELINGS. I'M GLAD YOU DROPPED BY. I KNOW U MISS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND BELIEVE ME SHE MISSES YOU JUST AS MUCH. I HATE WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH THINGS THE WAY THEY ARE BUT WE HAVE TO BELIEVE IN GOD'S PLAN. I KNOW YOU MISS THE ROOM YAL STAYED IN SO MUCH TALKING, WATCHING MOVIES, SLEEPING. I MISS U SO MUCH. ALL THE SECRETS, IF WALLS COULD TALK!! I TOLD RUTHIE THAT I KNOW YOU ARE PATIENTLY WAITING ON TIFFANY AND I KNOW GOD WILL LET YAL BE TOGETHER AGAIN AND YAL CAN CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING DOWN HERE AND UP THERE. I BET YOU'RE PREPARING A ROOM FOR YAL AS GOD PREPARES FOR US. GOD TOOK YOU AND YES I STILL GET UPSET, BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT BEING A GOOD GOD THAT WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, AND MAYBE I WILL HAVE THE PLEASURE OF GOING TO A BEDROOM AND WAKING THE TWO OF YAL UP. I FEEL GOD WILL GIVE US BACK ALL THE TIME WE'RE HERE WITHOUT YOU. TELL GOD THANK YOU FOR LETTING YOU HAVE THE LITTLE VISITS, IT MADE MY DAY TODAY. YES I CRIED BUT IT WAS DIFFERENT BECAUSE I FELT YOU THERE. KEEP UP WITH YOUR OTHER HALF DOWN HERE TILL SHE COMES TO BE WITH YOU IN HEAVEN. I KNOW YAL CAN'T WAIT. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. TILL I FEEL YOU AGAIN. LUV 4-EVA Close
Hey Jaime / Victoria Way (Friend)
Hey Jamie, i know i havent spoken with you in a while but just wanted to say that we are all still thinking about you all the time. We miss you and I can't wait to see you again! I love you Victoria Close
TIFF AND U / MOM PAM
HEY SWEETIE, WELL ITS BEEN AWHILE. I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN U, I JUST GET WHERE IF THINGS AREN'T MY WAY I DON'T WANT THEM AT ALL, BUT THEN THIS IS NEVER GOING TO BE MY WAY SO I HAVE TO DO THE NEXT BEST THING. LET'S SEE WHATS BEEN GOING ON, ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE OK, WE DON'T SEE THEM MUCH, THEY'VE ALL KINDA GONE THEIR OWN WAY. I WAS TELLING YOUR MOM AND DAD THE OTHER DAY THAT YOU AND TIFF HAD TO MISS OUT ON SO MUCH AND SO DID WE. YOU AND TIFF WOULD BE TOGETHER AND YOUR MOM AND I COULD'VE CAME TO SEE YAL ALL THE TIME AND SHOP AND WALK AND GO OUT TO EAT[SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN WENDY'S} U KNOW WHAT I MEAN!! IT WILL NEVER BE FAIR BUT I CAN'T FIGHT GOD. I KNOW HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING. I HEARD A PREACHER THE OTHER DAY AND HE SAID IF WE DIDN'T SUFFER WE WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO APPRECIATE THE STUFF THAT WE'RE SUPPOSE TO. I GUESS THAT'S TRUE IN A WAY BECAUSE SINCE I LOST U I DO VALUE LIFE MORE AND TRY TO DO GOOD. ALOT OF US HAVE BEEN SAVED AND WORKING HARD TO LIVE A CHRISTIAN LIFE, I TELL U ITS MUCH BETTER TO HAVE GOD IN OUR LIVES THAN NOT. OH I KNOW WE'RE NOT EVER GOING TO BE GOOD ALL THE TIME[ ME ESPECIALLY], THOSE LITTLE THOUGHTS I HAVE ALWAYS TRYING TO SNEEK IN, I'M STILL BLUNT WITH MY MOUTH, SOME THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE, NEVER WAS KNOWN FOR BEING QUIET. WELL PEOPLE SAY WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE THAT IT GETS BETTER AS TIME GOES BY, WELL I WANT THEM TO TELL ME WHEN OR HOW LONG IS THAT TIME CAUSE I STILL HAVE PHYSICAL ACHING IN MY CHEST LIKE I WAS JUST STABBED WITH A KNIFE EVERYTIME I HAVE TO FACE THE FACT OF WHAT HAPPENED OCTOBER 9TH. WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE THAT THINKS IT GETS BETTER? THEY CERTAINLY MUST NOT SEE THE PAIN THAT IS IN THE PEOPLES EYES THAT LOVED U THE MOST. I SEE THAT PAIN THE KIND THAT U CAN'T DO ANYTHING FOR OR SAY ANYTHING TO THE PERSON TO HELP. I SEE IT WHEN I SEE YOUR DAD, YOUR MOM, YOUR FAMILY, WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I SEE IT IN MY BABY GIRL WHO SEEMS TO TRY SO HARD TO GO ON WITH LIFE LIKE IT SHOULD BE BUT KNOWS THAT A LARGE PART IS MISSING AND NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE THINK I'M HER MOM, I GAVE BIRTH TO HER AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT U ARE WHATS MISSING FROM HER LIFE. ALL THE PLANS YAL HAD FOR THIS TIME IN YOUR LIVES, IT KILLS ME TO KNOW YAL CAN'T HAVE THAT. YOUR MOM AND I CAN'T HAVE IT EITHER. TELL ME WHATS FAIR ABOUT THAT OR HOW MUCH TIME IT TAKES TO GET OVER YEARS OF DREAMS THAT WILL NEVER COME REALITY. I HOPE ANOTHER PERSON HAS THAT TO SAY TO ME OR YOUR FAMILY. THAY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEIR TALKING ABOUT UNLESS THEY HAVE LOST A CHILD. ANYWAY, I FEEL BETTER GETTING THAT OUT, DON'T YOU FEEL BETTER FOR HAVING TO LISTEN TO MY RANTING? I FIGURED YOU MISSED MY FUSSING SO I WOULD JUST LET YOU HEATR IT AGAIN. I PUT A BENCH DOWN AT YOUR SITE WITH ALL THE THINGS U LOVED TO EAT AT MY HOUSE AND OF COURSE DRINK. IT'S REALLY CUTE. I HOPE YOU LOVED IT WHEN YOU SAW IT. I HAVE TO TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO FILL THIS EMPTINESS IN MY HEART. IT FELT GOOD AT THE TIME. WELL I'M GETTING READY TO GO HOME AND FACE ALL OF THAT, WHATEVER COMES MY WAY. JUST KNOW AND I KNOW YOU DO HOW MUCH I REALLY MISS YOUR BIG SHOES IN MY WASHROOM AND MY EMPTY TEA PITCHER ON THE COUNTER AND MOST OF ALL I MISS SEEING AND WAKING YOU AND TIFF UP IN THE MORNINGS TO GO TO SCHOOL. YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME IN MY HEART AND IN MY DREAMS WHEN EVER YOU DECIDE TO BE THERE.
I miss you. / Diane Peagler (2nd cousin ) Hey Jaime', I miss you so much. I have been thinking about you all day and everyday. I saw your mom on the way to school 2 days in a row. It was amazing. You have a wonderful mom. She is so sweet and I love her to death, just like I love you. Jaime' just like your mom said, I keep all the dancing memories and growing up memories of us.They make me sad, but I had so much fun dancing and singing with you. I wish I could do that today. I will never forget you and I will hold on to all the memories. I talk about you everyday and I pray everyday, that you would be back. But I have tried for so long and it is just not working. I love you so much and I cant wait to see you again. I love you Aunt Robin, Big Ron and Little Ron. I love all of yall. I Love you Jaime' and I miss you. Love, DianeClose
Hey Jaime, I miss you so much. I think about you everyday. You are always on my mind and I talk about you all the time. You mean so much to me. You were the best cousin. I wish that I could have you back here, but I have been trying for so long and it just won't happen. I know you are watching over me. I always looked up to you. I wanted to be just like you when I was little. I would always be like I have to do this, cause this is what Jaime did. Jaime you have changed my life in so many ways. I thank you so much for everything. I thank God everyday for putting you in my life, I just wish it could have been longer. I love you so much. You are always in my heart, and you will always be remembered. I will always talk about you. You are the greatest thing. I love you so much. I miss you, Love, Diane
thinking of u / Paw Paw Weiss
jaime to day is no different than any other since u left u are always in me and gannys minds and your memory always will be.i cherrish every minute i had with u i know you are with jesus now and having a ball and i live in faith that i will see u there in heaven.I thank Jesus for all the signs he let us have concerning u i know u must get a kick out of them.Sometimes i can see you standing behind Jesus and smiling as if to say it 's ok .It is wonderful to read all the letter from the many friends you had and all the other family ,as u know Ron getting tall and starting baseball Anna Lee still misses u so much.love ya Close
Scrapbooking Tickles me Pink! / Mom
Jaime' - I know you will be so happy with this weekend. I am looking forward to seeing lots of my Scapbooking friends that I haven't seen in awhile. We have such a nice time together. They are so supportive. They really think alot of you and who you were. I think they have a great time at this Retreat. We are helping people in your Memory. Helping other lives through your life. This is what keeps Mom going seeing good come out of all of this. We gave $500 to a young man trying to finish college after losing his whole family to a murder. Even through all of that he still has his goal set to finish, your dream was to go to college how awesome. Or to be a part of something God has planned for this young mans life. I just wanted to say thank you for being the daughter you are and Mom loves you with everthing in her. I just wanted to add thank you to all that help put this Retreat on and all that are coming to support this wonderful Memorial Retreat. Also, Lil Ron had so much fun at his ballgame last night. He was smiling...It felt so good to cheer for him. This morning I woke up with this pain of missing you, when you would sing the feeling in my heart and smile on my face. Oh how I long for those feeling again. One day I'll hear you sing again and you won't have to stop. Till we meet again I'll always love you and keep you alive.... Always, Mom Close
So funny!!! / Butler (friend)
J-me,I was just sitting here listening to you sing on the web-site and it took me back to a meeting at FCA,You we're on my team for a game we played,the game involved singing so i knew we would win!!!!,so they gave you a word and you had to think of a song w/ that word in it.Your word was rain,so u busted out with,"It's raining it's pouring the old man is snoring...",Everyone started laughing their heads off it was so funny!!!! I miss hearin gur voice so much and ur singing down the halls!!!!I hope you had a good new year,It's another year ur not w/ us but another that ur w/ God!!!! Ilove you gurl!!!-BUTLER Close
Just missing you / Aunt Marsha
Hey, Jaime', I was watching home movies yesterday and you were so cute at one of Tim's birthday partys.You were about 2 and you were a big girl hanging with your cousins. I'm so thankful that I was your aunt and spent time with you. You always were such a joy to be around. I can't think of one single time that you weren't a joy. I miss you and always think of you and your family. I wish I could take away the pain.I love you. Aunt M Close
A brief moment of darkness was all that I knew, before Heaven's Gate came into my view. Loved ones and friends I had missed for many years, welcomed me with open arms and many happy tears. All the hurt, fear, and pain that I have ever known, is gone from my life, I am finally home. I gazed upon the Lord's sweet smiling face, and for the first time in my life I knew and felt His grace. I know that you miss me, but please dry your eyes. I will always be watching and loving you from my new home in the sky. A cool breeze on your face, a touch of light rain, I will send as a reminder that we will be united again. Life on earth is but one brief moment in time, I am finally home, Eternity is mine.
Merry Christmas Jaime / Carol Kiparisus (Friend of Family )Read >>
Merry Christmas Jaime / Carol Kiparisus (Friend of Family )
I wrote to you the other day and it didn't come through or your Mom erased it. Anyway, I wanted to wish you a Heavenly Christmas and know how very much you are loved by your family and friends!!!They have their memories etched in their hearts and all of their love for you as each day starts. Missing is now a huge part of their lives because you, they no longer see before their eyes but Jesus will always help them through all of the times of missing you. My prayer for your parents is that Jesus gives them the peace they need so badly but I know he will because he has for me. It's a peace I can only have through him, our precious Lord. Your Mom is a wonderful person and such a good friend. I just wish we could have met under different circumstances but that wasn't the way it was suppose to be. As I was praying last night I told Jesus how much I'm missing Johnny and to please stay close to me because I needed him during the holidays. What an awesome Father we have!!! This morning I was awakened by a phone call and it was a good friend of Johns asking me to come over and have breakfast with him and his family and I did. This young man reminds me so much of my son and I really needed to see Eric. Jesus knew just what to do for me, again prayer answered. We have so much to be thankful for and we all should be praising Jesus and giving him all the glory for everything he has given us here on earth. Happy Birthday Jesus!!! Will you give Jesus and John a huge hug for me and also tell them "thank you" for loving me as they do. I bet some of your friends that read this will say this woman is crazy and that's OK with me!!! Your Mom and Dad understand...Robin and Ron, I love ya'll and I pray that you both have the best Christmas possible. Love and Hugs, Carol Close
Merry Christmas Jaime / Carol Kiparisus (Friend of Family )Read >>
Merry Christmas Jaime / Carol Kiparisus (Friend of Family )
I wrote to you the other day and it didn't come through or your Mom erased it. Anyway, I wanted to wish you a Heavenly Christmas and know how very much you are loved by your family and friends!!!They have their memories etched in their hearts and all of their love for you as each day starts. Missing is now a huge part of their lives because you, they no longer see before their eyes but Jesus will always help them through all of the times of missing you. My prayer for your parents is that Jesus gives them the peace they need so badly but I know he will because he has for me. It's a peace I can only have through him, our precious Lord. Your Mom is a wonderful person and such a good friend. I just wish we could have met under different circumstances but that wasn't the way it was suppose to be. As I was praying last night I told Jesus how much I'm missing Johnny and to please stay close to me because I needed him during the holidays. What an awesome Father we have!!! This morning I was awakened by a phone call and it was a good friend of Johns asking me to come over and have breakfast with him and his family and I did. This young man reminds me so much of my son and I really needed to see Eric. Jesus knew just what to do for me, again prayer answered. We have so much to be thankful for and we all should be praising Jesus and giving him all the glory for everything he has given us here on earth. Happy Birthday Jesus!!! Will you give Jesus and John a huge hug for me and also tell them "thank you" for loving me as they do. I bet some of your friends that read this will say this woman is crazy and that's OK with me!!! Your Mom and Dad understand...Robin and Ron, I love ya'll and I pray that you both have the best Christmas possible. Love and Hugs, Carol Close
Merry Christmas!!!!! / Butler Hutchins (friend)
J'me,I can't believe it's another Christmas w/ out u!!!!! We miss you soooooooooooo much.Your mom looks like she's doing ok,or at least that's what she let's on to be.I know ur having a WONDERFUL Christmas in heaven right now,I'm so jealous!!!! well,I love you and I can't wait to see u agaain some day!!!! love you-BUTLER Close
J'ME, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! I KNOW U HAVE CHRISTMAS EVERYDAY AND ONE DAY I WILL JOIN YOU. I HAVE NO DOUBTS!!!!!!!! THE ANGEL TREE WAS AWESOME- IT STILL DOESN'T TAKE AWAY THE EMPTINESS OF EVERYDAY BUT IT HELPS US GET THROUGH TODAY.I MISS U SO MUCH SOMETIMES I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR REALLY GONE. I SIT AND THINK AND TRY TO FEEL THE WAY U HUGGED ME AND I WOULD PINCH U ON YOUR ARMS. WELL, I GUESS I BETTER BE GOING EVERYONES GONNA BE CALLING WANDERING WHERE I AM. I LOVE YOU-WEE-WEE!!!!!!!!!! TOO TOO MUCH AND VERY MUCH
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